Something Weird

Trying to figure out life when you know you can't...The only and I mean ONLY ONE REASON to live is for GOD. So why do we go through so much? I don't understand it. I sit here at some person's house on their computer (not my house) and type at 3:42 a.m because I cannot sleep! Bored as a crapper on the toilet let me tell you! I also am upset because I am moving to Alabama...hmmm, interesting huh? Very very sad and depressing. Anyways, I am going to vamos now. Even though that is not how you people who know Spanish would say that...I do! Don't correct me, GOT IT? I will type more later. Adios!

So many Questions

Why so many questions and no one to answer. I sit in my room and write in my journal asking my journal, "what should I do?" The problem is, I am asking no one. No one to help me with all these questions and no one to answer them. I know in my heart that God is the way...But I can't seem to not worry about things. I start to feel lonely, sad, and depressed. I can't help but think of when my life will be ending. I just want to be with God now more than ever. I want all the pain, headache, and sorrow to be left behind and never to return to me. I have so many questions... Oh well, there's no use in asking them. What could you do about it?

Something New

Hello, how is everyone on this lovely day? Well I have something new to my blogger. It's called the "Post your comments so you can let me know how you feel about a post" thingy! So everyone feel free to comment. Also, I would like if you would rate my web page and let me know what you think about it. Thank you and have a wonderful day!

Oh yea, the place where you post is the little orange #

Painfully unknown

I am unknown to you. I seek your hand and do not receive it. You are well known. You walk down this path and rule it. My sadness and anger cry out to you. But you do not comprehend my longing cries. I feel a great unwelcome upon me. How do I overcome it? You can't see, hear, or feel me. So how could you help me? I beseech you! Please? You don't hear me! Why don't you hear me? Am I invisible? Am I nonexistent? Do you not understand? I need you!

Something untitled

Well, life is a butt and we all know it! Have you ever had one of those times where you IM someone and you know they know you IMed them and they do not IM you back? Feelings get hurt that way very easily. Especially if you are me! Anyways, I need to go. This is the first time in a while that I have typed in my Blogger. It's disappointing that it has to be something upsetting. But, that's just the way my life is!:(

Dunno...

La da de dum de doo la da de dum de doo la da de dum de doo la da de dum de doo!

Do You Ever?

Do you ever feel like you just want to go back to being a little kid again? When things were easy for you? When you didn't have any problems with life what so ever? When you didn't care about some guy/girl not caring about you? When all you did was eat, sleep, burp, and cry? When you didn't have to worry about getting up and going to the bathroom because you wore a diaper? When you didn't have to walk because you had a stroller? When you didn't get blamed for things because you were too young to understand?? Well, it would be nice to go back to all that but now it's time to face realality. Staying the course is my main goal right now. Whatever is waiting for me at the end will be great! Life is like one huge race. Only the one that stays the course is the one who receives the prize. That prize will be everlasting! Stay the course!